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When things get tough just remember*:
 (1) This life is a test and Allah is testing us.

(2) This dunya is very short and then comes the Day of Judgement. 

(3) Remember the trials of the Prophets, Shahabas, Scholars, and have patience.

 (4) With patience comes immense reward.

 (5) Death is at our doorstep and what really matters is if you obeyed Allah's commands or not.


Okay.. so this is something I came up when imaging me and my BEST friends came up hyd with when we were having a moment of best friend good time! =) love you both!! =* There is no medicine better than a friend, a true selfless caring friend.. trust me! and for you both I am still drowning in those moments we spend... :)

here goes!

I hea, u whea, no fair.
I eat. U hungry. No fair.
I pony tail. U bald, no hair.
I tired. U sit, no chair.
I sing, u hear, u scared.
I lonely, u dance, I stare.
I trip, u laugh, no fair.
U sad, u cry, I cheer.
I sad. U tease. No fair.
I angry. U calm. I yell.
I calm. U hug, I swell.
I secrets. U keep. No tell.
I, you, we together, we gel.
I dance. U try. I cough.
U dance. I hide. My laugh.
I camera. U pose. Say cheese.
I run, u chase. Police!
I lame, u lame. We rock!
Hot guys, facebook, we stalk!
I knock, u lock, no fair.
I listen. U talk, poor ears.
I jog, u walk. I fat.
I slap, u slap. So fair.
U hand. I hand. Held tight.
U here. Me here, sun bright.


Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile


The Clock at my Night stand keeps ticking away
But that "feeling" it never goes away..
The imagination never stops...
And the world is the same as it was a decade ago...
But that "feeling" it never goes away...

Laughter, Talks, Decisions in Profession

Get Together, Hangouts, Celebrations
Everything at its crust, Everything at it bests
But even an hour without that "feeling" don't last
And the Clock is ticking fast..

Looking around seeing those who are the closest

Owning Materialism, most deserving, only the best 
But that "feeling" hovers every minute, every day
And the clock keeps ticking away..

Morning starts with it all around

Night refuses to end without it somehow
Its existence expanding the void, long forgotten..

Suffocation is, when words refuses to define it

And the expression fails to explain it
As I desperately try to find out what it is,
where it comes from and the reason of why it exist....

But the clock at my night stand…


 A very personal post and really near to my heart... the last five days are the most memorable days of my life... alhumdullila cant thank enough for the amount of happiness I got....
The two most important man of my life else my brothers and father obviously were by my side... FARAZ and JUNAID.... love you both so much.... gosh already missing you both..... I know you both might be still rewinding those moments and laughing smiling or wishing to be back together again..... "The initiation has been taken and the future is inshallah good"- Mr Wikipedia...
We did make a heap of memories and surely are going to miss each other I am sure faraz you might have got the SHOCK OF YOUR LIFE after seeing me... lol m such a freak.. but remember this there's life in me and if there's a life its just because of my friends and more than you both no one else could be dearer to me
You guys are my strength as well as my weakness.... my personal shoulders to cry on... and my only shoulders to…


you will never know.. how much your smile lights up me... how much your laughter fills my soul.. making all the little problems of day disappear..
You will never know.. how much it means to me.. when you do or say something thoughtful and totally unexpected.. usually just at the moment I need it most..
You will never know.. how much pride I hold in my heart.. for the person you are and the things you do.. for your strength and your gentleness.. your courage and your determination.. your accomplishments and your dreams..
You will never know how much I need you by my side.. in the best of times and the worst of times and all the times in between... It really doesn't matter where we are or what we are doing.. as long as we are together to share it all.

P.S- this ones for the very very very special shadab i know you might be laughing after reading this, i just hope it gives u immense joy and soggy eyes( khushi ke ansu)
already missing you! 


Doctor, I need to confess a secret Hidden among many layers Of fake smiles and dry tears I need to know if I am okay
There are times when the world Seems to turn upside down The walls crumble and people intrude They don’t respect my privacy Or the fact that I am a recluse They come closer till I’m suffocated My mind feels as if its about to burst How can I stop this?
Criticism, is difficult to digest Though I am used to being loathed and cursed For I have known nothing beyond that I do not wish to blame But won’t hide the responsibility Which rests on my family for being so I can’t remember being loved or adored at home But when the same dislike Comes from an outside It tears my heart apart And wrecks my concentration Not only do my eyes drown in tears of self-pity But the nerves stop functioning as well My hands freeze and drop things I cannot co-ordinate myself The feeling of crumbling becomes real Too real, I’m afraid How can I stop this?
The poison of guilt flows through me A guilt devoid of reason Maybe of the …


why were we to say farewell,
when we still long to go back on that very trail,

why was our love to drain,

when your thought still makes my soul to sprain,

why were our cherished dream to shatter,

when on both ends, the hearts flutter,

why were we to let go that moment,

when we knew, it'll be a lifelong torment,

why were we to cut that mutual beam,
when emotions still teem,

why was that road to take such a drastic bend,

when every giggle hollers to be mend,

we are moving on and we will speed up on our paths,

we will glance back, look for the footprints into the gone,

all we would find is,

'traces so dusted

things so disgusted!'


“Alas!,” said the mouse, “The World is growing smaller everyday. At first it was so wide that I was afraid. I ran and was glad when at last I saw in the distance walls to the right and left; but these long walls are hurrying so quickly towards one another that I am already in the last room, and there in the corner stands the trap into which I am running.” “You have only to change direction,” said the cat – ate it up.
-From ‘A Little Fable’ by Franz Kafka

The meaning here is Universal. Everyone’s life starts with hopes and expectations. Gradually, experience tells most of us that we have a more limited path to follow. As we progress, we find – no matter what route we take or what advice we follow or ignore – that we all reach the same end. Which same end?,  “Death” …!!! You see, as a teenager people will of course question me, that why I think about death, when my life have just started. Well, we must know that “Life is unpredictable”, whether you live in a metropolitan city …


 Mind is still.....but heart plays... Here and and fro... Stirring the a messy way.... Like the ripples in the water...
Being a human is pretty difficult..... Some say live for urself.....some say live for others.... Why not be an animal and live a life with momentary anticipations.... No matter how it ends..... Like the ripples in the water....
Circumference your apprehensions.... Streamline thyself...Coz there's a world beyond this one.... But are we really aware....of thee... Like the ripples in the water...
Vision is blinded....No path to pave.... Whom to believe.....what to give...what to take.... Surroundings cognize opposite.... Like the ripples in the water....!!


What is a friend? Ill tell you It is a person with whom you are to be yourself –Your soul can go naked with him He seems to ask you to put on nothing Appreciating you for who you truthfully are
When you are with him, you do not have to be on your guard .You can say what you think So long as it is genuinely you
He understands the contradictions in your nature which cause others to misjudge you. With him you breathe freely…. You can profess your little vanities, Envies and absurdities –and in opening Them up to him, they are vanished Onto the white ocean of his loyalty He understands. You can weep with him, laugh with him, pray with him through it all, he sees, knows and loves you P.S- dear, dear dearest faraz :), when you will be reading this I hope you will be back to delhi... I cant say u how terribly i will be missing you... hope to see u soon.. glad you came...and this ones just for you... <3 <3 <3


I just thought of posting about one of my profoundest obsessions guitar ! :)

dont you guys love guitar ! ??? i toh love 'em like anything !!! beautiful it is !here posting some i'd really like to own some day ! xD i'm gonna buy them all when i start earning ! :P or any of you can gift me xD........ i won't mind ... no really i wont :P i'll accpt them as your love ! regards , kindness ... etc etc etc..... ok ..!!whatevr! chuck ! !! eehh!!!  :P

This one is classy, elegant ! :> & black is so my color ! ;) 

This gives me that rockstar wala feel !!! xD

         The must have !!! <3

This is so so so ssoooo amaziinnnnng ! isnt it ..? shiney ! sexy glittery guitAr ! ;) *.*
taylor rocks!!! \m/

im so sorry taylor !!! -.- but no comparisons to this ! avril is way ahead with this pink one !!!! ^.^
damn! dis is so pink !!! sparkly, glittery ! love anything that glitters ! *.*
friends ..? are you goin through this post of mine !! ? :P :P   gift me this one ..!!! pwww…



I keep my words till end to assess the honesty at opposite end
My heart is very disappointed to see the trend I am amazed at myself to expect the basic courtesy in return
I was let down to see how true colors of people flourished
They lack even the basic potential to show off and pretend

I practice reverence when I meet people from all walks of life
I am disappointed to see the changing spirits and vibes
Why they find it so hard to be themselves and gallant
I am amazed to see them fulfill mean expectations by phony talents
With no iota of doubt their trivial portico is two faced and hearts vacant

I practice silence when I meet imposters to assess my patience
I am disappointed to see the lack of basic humility and decorum
They try to pull you down from their mean attempts
Ironically they forget or essentially lack the vital edification
Law of nature says what you practice today always get back in return

I practice composure when I meet bigheaded to assess my humility 
I am astounded to see how…